"Crossing the line"

Self release

2011

Umieram (5:59)

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Te chore myśli, te chore sny
zawładną duszą twą
Niechciane myśli, niechciane sny
Upadasz w mrok
Te chore mysli, te chore sny
Zawładną jaźnią twą
Niechciane myśli, niechciane sny
A winny jesteś Ty


Upadasz, umierasz, odchodzisz nieświadomie
Upadasz, umierasz, odchodzisz
nieświadomie Upadasz, umierasz, odchodzisz nieświadomie
Upadam, umieram, NIE!!!


Spójrz teraz w siebie, nie ma Cię
Spójrz teraz w duszę, nie ma jej
Spójrz teraz w wokół jestes sam, jestes sam


Upadasz nieświadomie, błagając już pokornie,
A w bólach świadomości jest tylko mrok


Te chore myśli, te chore sny
Zawładną duszą twą
Niechciane myśli, niechciane sny
Upadasz w mrok
Te chore mysli, te chore sny
Zawładną jaźnią twą
Niechciane myśli, niechciane sny, a winny jesteś Ty


Upadasz, umierasz, odchodzisz
nieświadomie Upadasz, umierasz, odchodzisz nieświadomie
Upadasz, umierasz, odchodzisz nieświadomie
Upadam, umieram, NIE!!!


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Contempt (6:31)

Get up, awake and see Stand up, this is not a dream Wake up, there is no hope now you are truly lost and you realize that you lose your time Contempt is a creation of my hate it's my venom, it's my strength And it will hold me to the end Contempt is my cure, it's my faith it's my anger, it's my name And it's with me every day So I go too far Too early crossed the line Waiting for the end This is the end now This is the end This is the end now This is the end Get up, awake and see Stand up, this is not a dream Wake up, you are alone there is no more hope and realize your punishment is here and now Contempt is a creation of my hate it's my venom, it's my strength And it will hold me to the end Contempt is my cure, it's my faith it's my anger, it's my name And it's with me every day So I go too far Too early crossed the line Waiting for the end This is the end now This is the end This is the end now This is the end So I go too far Too early crossed the line But now is too late This is the end now This is the end This is the end now This is the end It’s closer, don't pretend It’s over, there's no faith Realize now this is the end It’s closer, don't pretend It’s over, there's no faith Realize now this is the end My name is contempt

Lies (4:31)

When you create this lies You don't know ‘bout the price That you will have to pay When the truth leaks out Inside your friendly eyes I saw your secret crimes At last I realize Your end is near What are you thinking? That we're blind? That we're weak and can't deny? Do you think we have no pride? NO!!! Your mouth is still full of lies At last I realize I can't let you rule our minds NO!!! I opened my eyes Now I'll break your lies I will tell the truth Nothing can save you For all those fuckin’ times When we were fed by lies A thousand fears arise Fuck your- self and Die! Lies! I'm stalking you as a prey There is no different way Now your loss becomes my gain Now I have open eyes It's time to say goodbye No more living in lie I know the truth Now everything is clear Your end is comming near And you can't run away I will make your day

The way for me (4:25)

I'm walking on thin line This is my way to die Frustration walks with me Emotions now are free This is the way for me This is the way for me This is the way for me Let myself be free and let me go away These are my empty eyes This is my sacrifice The ritual of my blood Now I can feel like a God For what? I don’t know For something, noone knows Ritual must go on How far should I go? This is the way for me This is the way for me This is the way for me Let myself be free and let me go away Can you feel the pain I feel? Realize that pain is real Choose your course just like me It's only way to be free This is the way for me!

Reborn (7:34)

I am afraid to open myself again secured by lock inside a cell I'm hiding feelings in my shell it's protects me from the pain Unnamed feelings are with me everyday this fear will never end and whispers in my head until I find myself Here comes the time to stand up by myself and I am so afraid of crossing this line again but I can't live no more this way And now I know that I must leave the past no matter what it takes before it's not too late 'cause it's taking my life away I will defeat the demons on my way before I close my eyes until I lose my breath I want to see another day I will reborn once again Look, here I am standing face to face looking deep into your eyes telling truth and no more lies Now I'm living my own life I crossed the line, doubts is no more I am stronger as never before I taking from life something more I leave for you open door

Cold like a stone (6:33)

Look what I've become unfeeling and cold I'm wasted inside It's like a suicide And I, a human machine can't feel anything I'm broken inside Help Me!!! I don't care about this I don't want to see this And others are suffering But I don't really care They want my help but my skin is cold And when I falling down, and smashing on the ground I am the only one, but I don't want to survive This feeling is walking with me, completly enslaving me The answer now is clear, indifference consuming me It's consuming me Now I really know My skin is cold like a stone Look what I have done What should I do? indifference in me everyday is killing me I don't care about this I don't want to see this And others are suffering But I don't really care They want my help but my skin is cold And when I falling down, and smashing on the ground I am the only one, but I don't want to survive This feeling is walking with me, completly enslaving me The answer now is clear, indifference consuming me It's consuming me Now I really know My skin is cold like a stone Can you feel it? Because I don't feel anything My skin is cold like a stone And all my feelings now is gone I don't know what to do all this shit I've been through Made me cold like a stone I can't stop it! Now I don't care anymore lying down on the floor I am shadow of myself Fuck it!

28 days (6:03)

Tell me what I have done I know, I did it wrong What's going on? Please let me go away It happened so fast I want go back to the past I think that I'm still drunk Let me go away! I can’t get out of here (Judgment day is comming near) Now my head is full of questions (One mistake has changed my direction) Why it always rains on me?! (It’s my fault now I see) Waking up in a foreign place (Day by day… for 28 days!) I don’t know where I AM (Where I Am!) All I feel is fear and hate (Fear and hate!) Every day looks the same (Looks the same!) I’m trapped far beyond my fate (Beyond my fate!) And now I'm sitting here The judgment day is near There's so much left outside It's not supposed to be I understood everything But I can't change it now I hope it's not too late Not too late I can’t get out of here (Judgment day is comming near) Now my head is full of questions (One mistake has changed my direction) Why it always rains on me?! (It’s my fault now I see) Waking up in a foreign place (Day by day… for 28 days!) I don’t know where I AM (Where I Am!) All I feel is fear and hate (Fear and hate!) Every day looks the same (Looks the same!) I’m trapped far beyond my fate (Beyond my fate!) Let me out!!! 28 days of fear and sorrow I ask myself is there better tommorow 28 days I can't belive it I'm trapped here so far away